First Part-Time Job !

I've never done any part-time job before
and this is my first ever :D !!

I'm a seller at adidas booth in MBK mall in my country
kinda hard one because it's my first time to do a job
but it's only an event that last 12 days
and only 10$ or 300 baht a day...
working from 10am - 7pm..

rough job low pay rate
but well i got experiences :D
and made me know that I hate this job so bad.. lol
I'll never do a job like this again in my life...

No sitting allowed in a day except break time which last less than hour...
so much pain on my legs T^T

at least I had to have a conversation with foreigner in English language
so that I can improve my skill of listening and speaking too :D
that's the best part from this job..

It's been a while since I wrote the last blog..
I just don't know what to write about xD

well see you later
I might review some anime from current season next time
bye~~

9 GAG !!

I've been addicted to http://9gag.com/ lately
It sucked my soul !!!

I've been creating gags too :D
http://9gag.com/aelitax

There're some jokes about Thailand but I just uploaded 4 gags
Need more ideas xD

See you guys soon :D

It's been a while... / Flood

It's been a long time since I wrote the last blog...

I just.. don't know what to write here >.>

My daily life is so boring D:

Now you might see the news that Thailand is flooded..

I live in Bangkok but my house isn't flooded yet.

Not now but soon I think >.>

So many things happen since the disaster started...

We could see who's kind-heart from helping people and donate

We could see so many weird things that happened... and many funny photos too

(like this link http://www.pantip.com/cafe/siam/topic/F11233153/F11233153.html )

We could see kindness from other country like Japan that donate so much money and other things for Thailand

and other country too...

but there's good... there's bad...

We could see so many bad people that destroy the dam because they don't wanna be the only ones who flooded they want every other people to be flooded too.. That's bad...

We could see more thieves that steal from the flooded house because everyone in the house is evacuated...

We could see mafia gang who threaten people...

We could see shops double or triple the price of the important goods such as water.. (some over 1000%)

I hope this flood will end soon.. ^^

New Song !!

Haven't been update anything for a long time D:
don't know what to post about T-T

but now I just finished composing my new original song
check it out !!



and also check out my other songs too :D




see ya later :D

News Update !!

from this post
http://aelitax.blogspot.com/2011/06/power-rules-everything.html

There're some updates for this news...
first thing first



this is the video from the security camera...

and this is the culprit's testimony



it appeared that the car's driver is not the son as I stated in the last post but the car's owner is the High-Rank military himself

He said that...
"I didn't hit her. I'm the one who drove that car. While I was searching for the owner of that car that blocked my exit, my daughter was the one who sprayed that car. I returned there just to took the photo of Dr.Mook. Then Dr.Mook came out and stand in front of my car and didn't let me pass. She jumped on my car and took the wipers. I was so shocked so I move back my car and drove away. I didn't hit her at all, I didn't think she'll jumped on"


You damn liar !
Dr.Mook isn't X-men -..- !!!
how could she jump on a car and broke the wipers D: !!!

I forgot to stated that the wipers was stuck in body....
so how could she pulled out the wipers and thrust them in her own body D: !!!!


gahhhh you know... if the victim is not a doctor...
there'd be no news came out at all
and no one will do anything about it...
yeah this is Thailand

there're already 2 big news that is similar to this news
1. A man who car crashed many people who's at bus stop with no reason... but appeared that man is a son of a millionaire so the court sentenced him as a crazy people... and the suit was lifted... with no punishment
2. A girl who car crashed a van on the express way. That van was spinning  around and hit the edge of the express way, all the passenger and driver of that van were flying of the van and all dead. Appeared that girl was a daughter of a millionaire also underage and only sentenced with "Careless Driving" and "Driving without license"... but no "Kill people"
(This accident occurred just a kilometer away from my university D: !!)

I hate it -..-

I'm sure that "Power and money rules everything" is not just here in Thailand
but everywhere...
and it makes this world become a worse place to live....

I really hate it -..-

Power rules everything !!

I found this news today



It's about...
A doctor was car crashed by a high-rank military's son...

(follow 2:26 in the clip)

The event occured when Dr. Mook was trying to park her car in her clinic but there's another car blocked her way so she write the car license number and gave it to the restaurant near her clinic to find the owner of that car then she went to toilet while she's waiting.

After that she came out and found that her car was sprayed with insulting words (at 2:17) and the car the blocked her home was already left. (she forgot to leave her gear neutral, that mean that car's owner have to push the car in front of him to get out) she's trying to get in to her car but... that blocked car return to hit her and flew her into the air for about 30 metres away...

currently Dr. Mook still in ICU and getting 2nd brain surgery... there's no sign of waking up for her now...
she might pass away soon.


Doctor Mook is a female military doctor who risked her life for curing people in the danger zone in the southern part of Thailand.
She lives with her mother together for a long long time since her father passed away in the battlefield and her mother is now 70 years old.
Her mother is also a doctor and she's the reason that Mook became a doctor.

Dr. Mook is doing another project to help people by her specialist in acupuncture curing (at 5:38 is her interviews before she was crashed).
but this accident happened before she could do it...

Mook's family search for the owner of that car by themselves with the car license and found that the car belongs to the military, high-rank military.
Said that car was borrowed by son of that soldier

It's already been 9 days now since that accident happened
but police didn't do a thing about that car, didn't even call the owner nor do anything because that car belong to the *High-Rank* Soldier and the *High-Rank* means *High-Power*

and because *High-Power* corruptions are all over Thailand...

damn I hate it -..-
I wish I could do something about it
but I don't know what I could do...
this news blurred the car license and we don't even know the villain !

so I think this might be another tragedy that no one can do anything
and someday people will forget about this and the villain will be still around...

gahhh I hate it -..-

[Short Fiction] Old Friends

I didn't write fiction for quite a long time... (about 3 years)

but this story popped up in my head

and made me think that I have to finish it

you know... writing fiction in another language is so damn hard D: !!!

so I have some help from my friend

http://rosalynbaby.blogspot.com

Here we are
"Old Friends" !!!!

Everyday back then… It was so happy

Every moment that three of us were together… It was joyous

We always stay together...

But now…. It’s all wrong… …so wrong…

Early in the morning, as usual, sunlight bathed Blaine’s room. This black-haired man occasionally woke up from nightmare with tears all over his cheeks but today, it is different. The 3rd of May has returned. Especially on this date, this man can never stop reminiscing his precious memories. The past that he’ll never forget, 

“Elle… Why did you leave us…” He said while he’s shedding his tear from the nightmare. Without further ado, he leaves his bed and head to shower.

“Ding-dong”, Blaine’s doorbell rang while he’s still in his shower. “So early in the morning, I wonder who it is!”, wondered Blaine. As he did not want to keep his visitor waiting, he took his towel wrapped it around his waist and hurried to the door.

“Ding-dong, ding-dong”, the doorbell keep on ringing.

“I’m coming!!”, Blaine shouted as he’s approaching the door.

When he fetched his visitor, a familiar blonde haired man appears in front of him. He is his age, has bad boy appearance with a pierce on his left ear and he’s carrying a large backpack on his back.

“Yo! Blaine” He waved his hand toward the owner of the house.

POWWW!!

Blaine punched the visitor with all of his strength that the blonde haired man fell down to the ground.

“How dare you come back here again!!” Blaine yelled.
“You’re still as strong as usual, Blaine” said the blonde haired man.

Blaine stunned for a while because this man replied with a smile after a punch. Then, he stood up and entered the house quickly saying, “I’m home”.

“Hey!! Who let you in, Chris!!!”, yelled Blaine who is clearly do not welcome his visitor but Chris already settle down his large backpack in his living room.

“What the hell are you doing here”, said Blaine, who is very pissed.

“I came back… to stay here with you like before”, said Chris.

Although Chris looked sincere, Blaine is still furious about seeing Chris again. “I won’t let you stay here, not after you left without a word or even feeling guilty!!” yelled Blaine. While Blaine grabbed the large backpack in an attempt to throw it outside, his towel fell off. 

“Ah~ your towel fell off~~”, Chris teased.

“Shit. I’ll be right back. Let me wear my clothes and I hope you disappear once I am back here!!”, said Blaine with red face as he ran upstairs. Chris laughed and shouted “I won’t go anywhere~~ take your time!!”.

When Blaine returned within minutes, he saw his old friend has taken off all his clothes except his brief.

“Holy shit, what are you doing!!!!” Blaine yelled again. At this point, Blaine felt depressed to have this friend who treated his house like his own.
“I’m just taking off my clothes? You know it’s really hot recently, it’s summer”, said Chris.

“But why you’re taking off here in my house!!” yelled Blaine while pulling Chris up from his sofa.

“Isn’t it our house?” said Chris.

“It’s not yours anymore!” replied Blaine.

Both of them become silent for a while.

“Elle left us… because of you!! And you left this place without a single word!!” yelled Blaine.

“So you still remember that story…” sighed Chris.

“How the hell could I forget it! Elle is my most precious friend but you… you made her left this town went away from us !!” yelled Blaine, with more anger

“If you want to think that way, just keep it up. I’m going to sleep now” Chris replied and slept on the sofa.

“Hey!!!!! How dare you sleep here!! Get out of my home!!!” Blaine yelled at his friend and tried to drag him off the sofa but Chris kept endured his friend’s annoyance and sleep peacefully.

“You really… have never changed…”. Blaine gave up from trying to throw his friend out from this home. He was so angry that he need to cool down so he yelled from the door, “I’m going out”.

“Uh” Chris replied.
“Damn!!” He complained with anger and walk off his home…

“You didn’t change a bit either, Blaine” Chris whisper to himself.

Blaine walked along the street path, he saw kids playing around the compound.
Some kids chasing each other on the street filled with houses.
Blaine watched those kids playing with each other. 
“Being kid is really fun…” he whispered to himself as he's still walking along the street.

Here, Blaine reminisce his teenage memories again…

Chris… the man who invaded his living room a while ago… is his old friend. They have been close friends since elementary school and because both of their houses near each other so they went over to each other’s home countless times. Chris also stayed over occasionally, because Blaine’s parents are dead but his relatives sent him salaries every month.

When Chris has turned 13 years old, he loved traveling around to all over country and no one can contact him while he’s gone. It’s little unusual for a teenage to travel all around but it’s Chris. His dream is to travel around the world one day. Chris always took part-time jobs for his travel fund. When he have enough money to travel, he would travel alone for days and then he’d come back and tell his friends, especially Blaine, about his journey. He always had fun travelling.

Another dearest old friend was Elle… Elle was the kindest, the cutest, the prettiest, the best girl he has ever known and she's always be by his side even when Chris's gone. Every time Chris came back from his trips, three of them would hang out and have fun together. Chris and Blaine came to knew Elle because back then when they were around 10 years old, they saw her surrounded by a gang of punkers outside school most probably because she is beautiful. There they decided to fight off those punks to save her. Although both of them were beaten badly, they manage to help Elle escape safely. Since that incident, three of them always stick together. 

After a while, Blaine stood up and kept walking until he reached the hill…
There’s a small path upward this hill… He walked along the narrow path… Both side filled with huge trees and made this area felt like a forest. He kept walking until he reached the light that led him to the exit of this forest.

The scenery of the sea showed up as he reached the exit. It’s the cliff the able to view the sea everywhere. There’s a big tree at the end of this cliff.

He sat down at the edge of the cliff

“I’m back” He said as if someone here.

“Chris is back as well. He hasn’t change a bit. Easy come easy go as ever. He really loves to make me worry about him and now he’s sleeping at my house again!! I really wish you were here, Elle” his tear started to fall down from his eyes.

“I…I really wanted… to go back in time…” He kept crying “It was… the very best time… of my life… I’m really happy… back then… when… three of us hang out together… we’ve never been separated… for such a long time….”

“But...there’s no way you’ll come back here again… Elle… I miss you so much” He cried harder and harder as he expressed all of his feeling there.

“Why do you have to die, Elle!!!!?  Why!!!!!!” He screamed up to the sky as if someone up there listened to him. Then there’s this blonde girl appeared inside of his memory…

She’s so beautiful like an angel. Her long blonde hair flowed pretty along the wind, her shining blue eyes, her small lips, her white cheeks; all of them make her looks pretty no matter what direction you look at her. Elle.

Another two boys appear inside that memory as well. Chris and Blaine.
Three of them sit here on the edge of this cliff. They’re teasing each other and having so much fun. They always chat all day long here until late evening.

Another memory reminisced… Three of them were playing water rockets on this cliff… Those rockets flew out to the sea. The spray that came out of the rocket painted the rainbow all over this cliff… It’s the most beautiful thing they’ve ever seen in their life…

The memories where three of them stuck together all time… Everywhere… Even at school, at Blaine’s house or this cliff… It’s the most precious memory to him. All those memories keep coming out like the water from his eyes.

“Found you! Miss me so much that you cried??” familiar voice came out from behind.

“Who missed you, idiot!” Blaine shed his tear.

“You’re being dishonest to your own heart” Chris came to sit next to him. “I know you’re here. Because this is our secret base, right? Elle, I’m back. I miss you so bad too…”

“How dare you!!” Blaine stood “Isn’t it you who made her died!!!” he pulled Chris up with his anger.

“Still you never change your thought about that...” he replied calmly.

“How should I think of it in another way! You said it yourself that you’re the reason why she’s dead. You pushed her down the cliff right!?” then he launched his fist toward his friend again but then the stone at the edge of the cliff fell off and he tripped and fell out.

“Damn!!” Chris screamed and grabbed his friend’s hands “Don’t follow Elle so fast, Hurry up and come on back here!!”

“Don’t leave me!!” Blaine said with fear overwhelming his mind and try struggling his best to go up to the cliff.

“No way! I won’t let it happen again!!” Chris screamed as he pulled his friend with all his might. When Blaine is safe, Chris started to confess..

“What do you mean by ‘again?’”

“It’s that day… Your 15th birthday… We told you to come here… to surprise you… It wasn’t what you think” 

3 years ago .. 

“Hurry, Hurry and hide behind that tree. Blaine is coming” said the blond haired boy said to blonde haired girl.

“Ok” then both of them hid behind the big tree at the end of cliff with a gift box.

“Do you think Blaine will like it?” the boy said while he’s picking up the box.

“Of course, he really loves music box and this music box is snow globe too. I bet he’ll be happy to tears. “ the girl smiled.

Blaine did not appear. He was late by one hour.

“Damn, what took him so long….”, the blond boy started to get mad.

“Yeah, I wondered why… Let’s give him a call”, said the blonde haired girl.

“Uh huh” replied Chris and he called Blaine.

“Where the hell are you!!”, shouted Chris.

“Sorry sorry, my part-time manager asked to help him with something but I’m almost there.”

“Ok, Ok. Hurry up, dude”

“I’m going as fast as I can already”

“Ok!” then he broke on the line

“Damnnn, he’s really a slowpoke as always” he’s angry

“Calm down, Chris. It’s his birthday” blonde girl pat his back

“Ok”

“I’m so excited to surprise him” she said

“Me too” and they both smiled.

After 15minutes, they heard sound of footsteps echoed from the forest. Trampled dry leaves.


“Do you hear that, Chris? He’s here. He’s here!!” she said with excitement and hurry stood up.
Because of her rush, she got dizzy then step her foot back and tripped from the small rock beneath her feet. She fell off the cliff…

“Elle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” the blonde haired boy jump over and stretch his hands out toward the girl… but he couldn’t reach her…

“I love you guys from the bottom of my heart!!” blonde girl screamed as she fell down the cliff with tears all over her white cheeks.

“No Elle!! Come back to me!!! Elle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

“What are you doing, Chris?” A black haired boy came out from the forest
“Elle… is gone….” He cried
“What do you mean she’s gone??” Blaine’s confused by Chris’ action
“She fell off the cliff… She’s gone!!!!!” Chris kneeled down and cried hard
“You’re kidding me, right? Tell me you’re kidding me, Chris!!!!” Blaine followed Chris down to the ground
“It’s my fault It’s my fault!!!!!!!!!!!!” he screamed

Then Chris and Blaine called Elle’s parent.
Everyone’s searching for Elle a whole night…
And they found her….

Her soulless body…


After that day… Chris left this town… No one could contact him… as always…
Blaine never went back to that cliff again… until now… after 3 years has passed

“Hurry up and get back here!!” Chris shouted out as he pulled his friend with all of his strength again and they did it. Blaine finally got back to the surface. “Everything’s my fault… If I didn’t plan to surprise you, she’d still be here…” Chris continued talking
Blaine didn’t reply a thing. He’s shocked and confused about what happened before. He misunderstood his friend the entire 3 years and drowned in hatred and sorrow...

“Let’s go home. I have something to show you” Chris stood up and reached out his hand toward his friend… Blaine took that hand and pulled himself to stand up.

Both of them walked home

In the living room… They sat on the couch. Chris opened his large backpack and drawn out a gift box…
“Happy 18th birthday, Blaine… from me and Elle…” he gave his box to his friend
Blaine received it…
“Can I open it now?”
“Sure”
Then he carefully unwrapped the box’s paper and open the box slowly…
There’s a small snow globe… In that globe filled with snow and Christmas tree. It’s also a music box… He circled it around and released it….

The melodies came out. It’s his favorite song…. The snow started floating and spreading around the globe…
Blaine started to cry…

“Thank you… Thank you so much… Thanks Chris… Thanks Elle…” He held this globe in his chest. Chris patted his head
“The last word Elle said… I still remember it clearly… ‘I love you guys from the bottom of my heart’ I didn’t even said that I love her so much too…” He began to cry along with his friend…
As the time passed by, both of them stopped crying and talked about things that they’ve been through.

“How long will you stay here?” Blaine asked
“I’m not so sure”
“Could you…. Could you please not go? I’m really lonely when you guys weren’t around”
“Hahahaha. Now you said it you missed me so much. I really couldn’t say how long can I stay… If my heart wants to go, so I have to” He laughed

“Why didn’t tell me everything about that day before you left”
“I couldn’t believe that she really died… I still thought that she’ll come back and three of us will hang out together, do crazy things together, play that water rocket again, so I left the town and hope that when I come back Elle will also come back too but I realize that she won’t come back anymore so I came back to give you this give on this day… Your 18th birthday” He smiled
“Damn. You make me wait for this gift for whole 3 years!!” Blaine poked his friend’s head
“ughhh it’s hurt” Chris rubbed his own head

“It’s a revenge for making me having a nightmare every single day!”
“Really??!!!”
“Yes! You guys are my most important memory in my life… Since my parents’ gone I only had you guys to make me smiled every single day but now there’s only you. You’re the only thing in my life now”
“Sounds so gay, that’s creepy” Chris rubbed his arms
“What are you thinking!!” he yelled “Well, it’s very late now. I’m going to bed” then he stood up
“Good night” Blaine said “Good night” Chris replied
“Your room upstairs is still the same, you can sleep over there”
“It’s ok. I’ll sleep here. No TV up there” Chris laughed
“Ok then… Bye”
“Good night… Again”
Then Blaine walked away
“You really don’t want to sleep up there???” He turned back
“No!!”
“Oh, OK. Good night” he left… again
“uh, Good night”

“Really???” he turned back again
“gahhhhh, You want me to sleep with you??!!”
“Are you crazy?!! I’ll really go to bed then”
“Make sure you really go to bed”
“OK”
“Goodnight…. Again” then Blaine really left…

He went upstairs to his bedroom.
It’s a small room with bed, closet and a desk with some decoration all over the room..
There’s a picture frame on his desk. There’re 3 kids in that picture. One is the blonde haired girl in the middle sticking her tongue out. Another one is the black haired boy on the left pulling his eyelid up. Last one is the blond haired boy on the right poking his own nose.
“We’re really crazy” He laughed at that picture then he took it to sleep with
“At least Chris is back… It’s not really Chris’ fault that you’re gone, Elle… It’s my birthday… I know that Chris always blame himself for everything but I won’t blame this on anyone else. You know I miss you so bad. Chris and you is the most important thing in my life. I will never ever forget both of you even though I was trying.” He laughed with a little tear “I love you from the bottom of my heart too, Elle” then he slept with the picture frame in his chest…
“I love you so much too, Blaine” Chris who stood outside the room said… even though no one heard what he said…

One long day passed…
A reunion of best friends… Exciting and risky incident… Reconcile with beloved friends…
All of these happened in one day of this man’s life… It’s going to be another day that he’ll never forget for his entire life…

Morning sun lighted up the room
Black haired guy woke up with drowsiness then he went downstairs
“Morning Chris” He said while he’s in the kitchen but no replied “Guess he’s still sleeping”
He made a coffee and went to the living room… His friend’s not there, his backpack too. He put his glass of coffee down
“Are you upstairs Chris???” He screamed while he hurried running upstairs
He opened the door on the opposite side of his room.
And he found… no one…. No backpack too…

“Where have you gone, Chris” He walked around the room and found a note on the desk

‘Sorry that I have to go…
There’s a place that I really have to go.
I’ll go back to you as soon as I finished this adventure…
and this time I’ll stay with you for long long time!
Don’t cry missing me. Hahahaha

See you later, ‘MY BEST FRIEND’
Chris'

“Bastard… Who’s going to miss you” He smiled with tears on his cheeks 
“Thanks for coming back… 
and made me know that… 
Three of us will stick together forever and ever… 
no matter how far we’ve been… 
We’ll never forget about each other… 
I think this is called ‘friendship” right?
 I love you
‘MY BEST FRIEND’”

Some people choose to forget...
Some choose to dwell...
but you can choose neither...
(Credit : Wong Fu Production)


How is it !!
let me know in comment please ^^

cya :D !!

Updates !!

i was away for a while
well... i was lazy xD !!!

first of all...
i opened a blog about translating songs into Thai here
http://translatesongstothai.blogspot.com/

secondly...
i was coaching cheerleader again at university
for the freshman orientation
it was exhausting
but reunion with all cheerleaders was fun :D

currently I'm addicting to Born This Way album D:
Governmetn Hooker and Scheisse are haunting in my head all the time xD
i love them

and anime Ano hi mita hana no namae wo bokutachi wa mada shiranai (AKA ano hana)
is so addictive
it's a drama anime... it made me cried on ep 6 T-T !!!
i recommend you to watch it !

well that's it for today

bye !

Born This Way Review

I finally got to listen the whole album (standard edition + Fashion of his love)

i'm gonna review track by track then... (this is only in my opinion)

01. Marry the Night
opening track of this album...
same as all other her work
filled with electro dance beat
a little dark tone and rhytm

02. Born This Way
so many say that this song sounds like Madonna's Express Yourself
but I don't think so
only chord progression is the same but not all
it's still catchy and fun to listen
this song is not so darky compared to other song in the alubm

03. Government Hooker
I like this song since I heard on Muggler fashion show
and this song is a lot more epic in full version !!
i recommend this one !

04. Judas
not much to say... I just love it
sound a lot like her hit Bad Romance
choreograph in MV is epic xD

05. Americano
I don't really like this song...
it sounds like latin america song
(i don't know what type it's called D: )

06. Hair
it's like Born This Way
you should be yourself no matter what the people say
but this song and Edge of Glory sounds little bit alike

07. Schiße
I've heard this on Muggler fashion show too
but I don't really like it... cuz she only cut 1 verse from the song...
and now it's epic !!
so much fun to listen
i also recommend this

08. Bloody Mary
this is a slow song...
and creepy for me...
i scared of this song D:

09. Bad Kids
no comment... don't really like it

10. Highway Unicorn
can't read my can't read my no he can read my poker face...

it opens with a chorus that sounds like Poker Face D:
but still it's worth listening to

11. Heavy Metal Lover...
no comment either...

12. Electric Chapel
this was on her gagavision...
it opens with a rock guitar rhytm
and continue with a hard dance beat...
worth listening

13. You and I
my favourite track of this album !!
since she debut this song on Good Morning America last year
i already love this song..
but she made this song in to another level...
it's her best song of all time for me...

i love ballad :D
(second best ballad i love is Speechless then Wish You Were Here)

14. Edge of Glory
I love this song since I heard the first sentence xD
it filled with sounds of glory
even thought she wrote about her grandfather's death
but death is also another accomplishment of your life...
it's the last moment... the moment of truth..

still it's fun xD

15. Fashion of His Love
I heard this after I dled the standard album
if you think Born This Way sounds like Express Yourself
you should listen to this one..
it's a lot more alike D: !!!



i love this album
but i don't think all materials are all new

My favourite track from her so far is..
1. Bad Romance
2. Paparazzi
3. Speechless
4. You and I
5. Judas
6. Edge of Glory
7. Wish You Were Here
8. Just Dance
9. Telephone
10. Born This Way

My favourite performance so far is...
1. VMA -  Paparazzi...
2. Grammy - Poker Face / Speechless
3. MMVA - Lovegame / Poker Face
4. AMA - Bad Romance / Speechless
5. SNL - Paparazzi / Bad Romance / Lovegame
6. Jonathan Ross - Poker Face
7. Ellen - Judas
8. Monster Ball - Lovegame
9. Monster Ball - Paparazzi
10. American Idol - Bad Romance / Alejandro

cya later :D

How can it be this beautiful !!

well today i found the youtube video
that make a slow motion of a splashing water balloon...
at first glance i think it's ridiculous but...
it's very awesome !



see ?

very awesome and beautiful :D

and this for cat lover





awwww i'm dying for his cuteness

see you later :D

Is it just me ???

I haven't been able to log in to Blogger for a few days
it's just me or everyone ???

well currently i'm translating song in to Thai
on my other blog

at least i can use some of my brains for something xD !!
guess next week i'll be a little busy from University's activities

see you later :D

New song from Lady Gaga !!

yayyyyy
she released another song from Born This Way today on iTunes
called Edge of Glory

and I love it !!
here we go




The song is about your last moment on earth, the moment of truth, the moment before you leave earth,” she said. “It can be played on the piano, but it’s actually set to this giant, huge, techno rock, Springsteen-esque dance beat


this track is very...light (not darky , gloomy) compare to other song she released
by now she released 6 songs already
1. Born This Way
2. Scheiße (Remix for Muggler fashion show)
3. Government Hooker (Remix for Muggler fashion show)
4. Judas
5. Edge of Glory
6. You and I
actually she released Americano too but i can't find HQ version of it yet

here is the tracklisting of Born This Way (Special Edition)

1. Marry the Night
2. Born This Way
3. Government Hooker
4. Judas
5. Americano
6. Hair
7. Scheiße
8. Bloody Mary
9. Black Jesus † Amen Fashion
10. Bad Kids
11. Fashion of His Love
12. Highway Unicorn (Road to Love)
13. Heavy Metal Lover
14. Electric Chapel
15. The Queen
16. Yoü and I
17. The Edge of Glory

May 23rd !!!


see you later :D

This is too cute >.< !! (2)

I found this...
i can't help but feeling symphathy for this dog D:




then i watched his old video about cats...
then I subscribe him xD !!

and another one...



ahhhhhhh so cute >.<!!
don't you love him xD !!


see ya later :D

Judas Music Video released !!

oh my god
I'm really excited to watch this video

it's so f****** beautiful
this is what i'm waiting for

since Bad Romance I didn't like her later videos at all
until now...

I love you Gaga !!



This MV is clearly explain everything

She love Jesus
yet she love Judas
and because of that
It ends up in death because she can't kill Judas

see you later :D

My first lyrics ever !!

Next song will be my first vocal song

but... I still don't know how to record my voice in good quality yet (I don't even have a proper microphone >.>)

guess I'll just post the lyrics for now

and this song will be a ballad with piano , flute and violin like Reminisce that I did

(I really love these instruments xD)

*Warning*

The lyrics are really... gloomy D:

and may have change in the real release

Living a life
It's not easy
There's always be painful memories


Let it go
No matter What the futures hold
There's nothing you can do


Forget about the past
Forget about the future
Forget about everything


Because you mean nothing to this world
You are nothing to this world


Just Let it be
What it should be
Don't try to run away from your destiny


Let it be
What it should be
Don't try to change the truth that you're worthless


Keep asking myself
Why am I here
In this lonely world
Filled with agony

well uh...

even though it's very very gloomy and desparate

but it express my feeling i feel the most in these days

it looks like i'm gonna suicide

well no

i still have reason to live on

i want to see the happiness ^^

not my own happiness

but the people i love's happiness :D

see you guys later ^^

Thai online game !!

I've been playing this game recently




i could say it's the first Thai online game I've ever play
(it might be the first Thai online game ever I'm not sure about that)

This game is MORPG not MMORPG
you take a mission and join with friend to gain your exp, money and reputation

I kinda like this kind of game
since I played Survival Project (It's closed though)

since this game is just opened...
there're so many bugs and errors

but I think it's normal for first step of every game
so I'm ok with it

well if you interested in Thai-made game
http://12tails.herorangers.com/intro/intro.html

let's play together ^^

My surname is Ecstasy
I have
Sheep lvl 15
Mole lvl 17
Monkey lvl 17
Bat lvl 15

see you later :D !!

Best cello-hip hop mix ever !!

ั

i love this :D
don't you think so?

it's so beautiful
and he's so talented to do both beatboxing and cello-ing at the same time xD

wish i could do it too...


oh
about my new song...
i think it'll be my first vocal song
but the lyrics are quite... gloomy...
i'll post the lyrics soon

see you guys later ^^

Chance...

Chance doesn't always come around in your life...

so when it comes you should take it

when you lose your chance

you might regret it 

or try to forget it

or dwell...

but...

you can still move on without forget that chance

to make you stronger too ^^

see you later :D

Everybody's so crazy about Royal Wedding !!

I'm not really crazy about royal wedding
but I found this
and they're amazing :D




it's a documentary of the royal couple maybe???
I'm not sure cuz I didn't pay attention to lyrics yet D:

see you guys later ^^

ps. is this a youtube blog already ???!!!

This is too cute >.< !!

This kid is too cute xD !!
He's like a laughing machine
hahaha





That's one of the greatest proposal :D


recently I'm working on new track
It's gonna be a piano ballad.
see you guys later ^^

All about love ~~

1.
Love is all about "Sacrifice"
first you sacrifice your time for your lover...
then sacrifice your heart for him/her ^^

but in the end... your love sacrifice itself for breaking up...
the you sacrifice your sorrow for moving on again :D

2.


This video shows every stage about love...
stage 1 - Meeting
stage 2 - Chase
stage 3 - Honeymoon
stage 4 - Comfortable
stage 5 - Tolerance
stage 6 - Downhill
stage 7 - Breaking up

but they forgot stage 8 - Moving on :D

3.
ํYou can't control your heart
neither your love...

4.
this is only in my opinion because I've never been in love T-T

love = hurt...
when you love someone so much you hurt that much too...


well this is all I can think about love for now
how about you guys?

share me some opinion about love too :D !!

see you later ^^

Talents ??

I like dancing , singing , composing , writing , playing some instruments ,  playing games and many other thing...
but I don't know what I really love... what I really good at

I love all of them but I'm not advanced in anything
and I'm 19 now

is it too late to advance at something?
I guess I don't have any talent to achieve anything
and that make me feel bad...

what should I do...

Recommended Thai Drama...

I talked about Thai Drama in  This Entry
well I just wanna I'm addicting to new series right now xD
just wanna recommend you this one
ดอกส้มสีทอง or Dok Som See Tong
but there's no Eng sub yet...

what's great is not the story so i won't tell you the synopsis of this story
but I'm sure you'll hate the antagonist for sure !
you'll hate every single of her action, every single of her dialogue
and I'm sure you'll feel amazing when that bitch got slap in face xD !!

see you later :D

Lazy Day ~~ (part 2)

This is the continuation of the last post
which telling what I do on boring / lazy day...

4. Youtube
in the past
I think youtube is just a place to find music videos , random videos

but now I find many youtubers and
I'm a big fan of them

It started from this.



nigahiga :D !!
or Ryan Higa

most of you might already know him
but I just started to follow him a week ago...

then i spent more time on youtube everyday
watching his videos and others

if you don't know him
he's a youtube celebrity
he published many funny videos and has a lot of fans and subscribers (also haters xD)

I watched many videos from him (and I love that short movie Agents of Secret Stuff aka ASS xD)
thennn

I found this guy on his videos...




kevjumba :D !!
or Kevin Wu


he's sooooo cute and funny
then I started following him too


he has 2 youtube channels
one is kevjumba and one is jumbafund

he's also featured on a web series Funemployed
which is quite fun

if you don't know why he has 2 channels
it's because...
he's a youtube partnership (nigahiga too)

after you reached one point of viewers and subscribers
youtube will ask you to be on a partnership program
and let you earn money from every views on your video
great ha?

but it's not available in my country -..- !!
that's racist !!
(just joking i don't really care about this xD)

so he use jumbafund to raise money for charities~~

ok enough for synopsis of this guy...


well after I watched many of these  2 videos
I found... D-Trix (former Quest Crew)
and Victor Kim (Quest Crew member and kevjumba's roommate :D)

My favourite Dance Crew :D !!!
and found many videos that they made together...

there're many other youtubers you can find
Chester See , JRA and many from Wong Fu Production

that's all for comedian type...

I also love musician youtubers

She's my favourite
Christina Grimmie!

she's so adorable and talented
also updated frequently too

next favourite is
Justin Robinett

their voice are amazing and their videos are funny xD

Jason Chen & Vincent Joseph

don't know why i love this duo more than a both of them solo xD

Sam Tsui

his voice is unique and amazing :D

Tiffany Alvord

she's great and cute too :D

Cathy Nguyen

soooo cute
and she's also those kevjumba , victor kim , nigahiga , d-trix's friend

DaViglio

i love this duo :D

Kyle Landry

he's real good at improvise
so talented !


it surprised me that.. they know each other???

youtube is seems like a community now more than just a video sharing website

last one is the talk show
Ellen !!
I love her :D !!

Vincent Joseph was on her show too :D

5. Listen to music and Dance along !
as I mentioned before...
I love dancing... but I'm suck xD
but it's fun :D

6. Watching series....
and as I mentioned again
I hate Thai series...
so I watch
Glee !!
I don't know why people hate this series so much
is it because it's about gay, fat, black ??
they're so racist - -!!
but I also admit that some of the numbers they sang were suck...
still their performances are good enough

that's all for my method to kill the boredom
hope you can use some of my way for your fun experience too :D


okay... another thing I wanna talk about Thai culture...
"Racist"
as you know
Thailand is a Buddhist country
but there're also another religion in country
and we get along well even there're some religion conflict in the southern part of Thailand nowaday

about fat people...
I don't see why people should hate fat people???
being thinner doesn't make you a god you know
why look down on them

about gay/trans/bi people...
I think most people know about gay culture in Thailand
and beautiful Transgender

(she's a man xD !!)

gay is still upacceptable in some ways in Thailand
there's still no same sex marriage...
there's some workplace that not accept transgender
but about bullying..
I think there're less gay bullying now

as you can see from Glee series
Kurt always get bullied by a man because he's a gay

but in Thailand
there're not many bullies
gay is equal to other sex
we respect each other...

in the past
not many guys love dancing and performing
so when it's the time that there must be a performance
there's always be a girl and gay doing those performances
and they did great

but maybe it's because Thailand is accept gay more than in the past that's why gays are appear more and more now...

and I don't like that at all

because some of them just wanted attention so they turn to be gay...

but no one can't do anything about that though
so we just have to learn how to live you life
or adjust yourself to live with them

gay has their own good too
and you know...
gay can't turn to be a straight
and straight couldn't turn to be gay too
(or else some of them are just confused)

I think gay is another gender now >.>

if you asked... why you became a gay???
I don't think anyone could answer this
some of them might never want to be a gay
but when they know themselves are gay
they have to live with it

and why can't a gay befriend with straight ???
is there a reason behind that???

don't answer me because they're gay
don't be racist
if they haven't done anything to you why hate them???
and if they killed you father then hate them  - -!!
open up your mind
see things different and you'll many other good things inside people

see you guys later ^^