Judas Music Video released !!

oh my god
I'm really excited to watch this video

it's so f****** beautiful
this is what i'm waiting for

since Bad Romance I didn't like her later videos at all
until now...

I love you Gaga !!



This MV is clearly explain everything

She love Jesus
yet she love Judas
and because of that
It ends up in death because she can't kill Judas

see you later :D

My first lyrics ever !!

Next song will be my first vocal song

but... I still don't know how to record my voice in good quality yet (I don't even have a proper microphone >.>)

guess I'll just post the lyrics for now

and this song will be a ballad with piano , flute and violin like Reminisce that I did

(I really love these instruments xD)

*Warning*

The lyrics are really... gloomy D:

and may have change in the real release

Living a life
It's not easy
There's always be painful memories


Let it go
No matter What the futures hold
There's nothing you can do


Forget about the past
Forget about the future
Forget about everything


Because you mean nothing to this world
You are nothing to this world


Just Let it be
What it should be
Don't try to run away from your destiny


Let it be
What it should be
Don't try to change the truth that you're worthless


Keep asking myself
Why am I here
In this lonely world
Filled with agony

well uh...

even though it's very very gloomy and desparate

but it express my feeling i feel the most in these days

it looks like i'm gonna suicide

well no

i still have reason to live on

i want to see the happiness ^^

not my own happiness

but the people i love's happiness :D

see you guys later ^^

Lazy Day ~~ (part 2)

This is the continuation of the last post
which telling what I do on boring / lazy day...

4. Youtube
in the past
I think youtube is just a place to find music videos , random videos

but now I find many youtubers and
I'm a big fan of them

It started from this.



nigahiga :D !!
or Ryan Higa

most of you might already know him
but I just started to follow him a week ago...

then i spent more time on youtube everyday
watching his videos and others

if you don't know him
he's a youtube celebrity
he published many funny videos and has a lot of fans and subscribers (also haters xD)

I watched many videos from him (and I love that short movie Agents of Secret Stuff aka ASS xD)
thennn

I found this guy on his videos...




kevjumba :D !!
or Kevin Wu


he's sooooo cute and funny
then I started following him too


he has 2 youtube channels
one is kevjumba and one is jumbafund

he's also featured on a web series Funemployed
which is quite fun

if you don't know why he has 2 channels
it's because...
he's a youtube partnership (nigahiga too)

after you reached one point of viewers and subscribers
youtube will ask you to be on a partnership program
and let you earn money from every views on your video
great ha?

but it's not available in my country -..- !!
that's racist !!
(just joking i don't really care about this xD)

so he use jumbafund to raise money for charities~~

ok enough for synopsis of this guy...


well after I watched many of these  2 videos
I found... D-Trix (former Quest Crew)
and Victor Kim (Quest Crew member and kevjumba's roommate :D)

My favourite Dance Crew :D !!!
and found many videos that they made together...

there're many other youtubers you can find
Chester See , JRA and many from Wong Fu Production

that's all for comedian type...

I also love musician youtubers

She's my favourite
Christina Grimmie!

she's so adorable and talented
also updated frequently too

next favourite is
Justin Robinett

their voice are amazing and their videos are funny xD

Jason Chen & Vincent Joseph

don't know why i love this duo more than a both of them solo xD

Sam Tsui

his voice is unique and amazing :D

Tiffany Alvord

she's great and cute too :D

Cathy Nguyen

soooo cute
and she's also those kevjumba , victor kim , nigahiga , d-trix's friend

DaViglio

i love this duo :D

Kyle Landry

he's real good at improvise
so talented !


it surprised me that.. they know each other???

youtube is seems like a community now more than just a video sharing website

last one is the talk show
Ellen !!
I love her :D !!

Vincent Joseph was on her show too :D

5. Listen to music and Dance along !
as I mentioned before...
I love dancing... but I'm suck xD
but it's fun :D

6. Watching series....
and as I mentioned again
I hate Thai series...
so I watch
Glee !!
I don't know why people hate this series so much
is it because it's about gay, fat, black ??
they're so racist - -!!
but I also admit that some of the numbers they sang were suck...
still their performances are good enough

that's all for my method to kill the boredom
hope you can use some of my way for your fun experience too :D


okay... another thing I wanna talk about Thai culture...
"Racist"
as you know
Thailand is a Buddhist country
but there're also another religion in country
and we get along well even there're some religion conflict in the southern part of Thailand nowaday

about fat people...
I don't see why people should hate fat people???
being thinner doesn't make you a god you know
why look down on them

about gay/trans/bi people...
I think most people know about gay culture in Thailand
and beautiful Transgender

(she's a man xD !!)

gay is still upacceptable in some ways in Thailand
there's still no same sex marriage...
there's some workplace that not accept transgender
but about bullying..
I think there're less gay bullying now

as you can see from Glee series
Kurt always get bullied by a man because he's a gay

but in Thailand
there're not many bullies
gay is equal to other sex
we respect each other...

in the past
not many guys love dancing and performing
so when it's the time that there must be a performance
there's always be a girl and gay doing those performances
and they did great

but maybe it's because Thailand is accept gay more than in the past that's why gays are appear more and more now...

and I don't like that at all

because some of them just wanted attention so they turn to be gay...

but no one can't do anything about that though
so we just have to learn how to live you life
or adjust yourself to live with them

gay has their own good too
and you know...
gay can't turn to be a straight
and straight couldn't turn to be gay too
(or else some of them are just confused)

I think gay is another gender now >.>

if you asked... why you became a gay???
I don't think anyone could answer this
some of them might never want to be a gay
but when they know themselves are gay
they have to live with it

and why can't a gay befriend with straight ???
is there a reason behind that???

don't answer me because they're gay
don't be racist
if they haven't done anything to you why hate them???
and if they killed you father then hate them  - -!!
open up your mind
see things different and you'll many other good things inside people

see you guys later ^^

Lazy Day ~~ (part 1)

Hi everyone :D

I think I turned out to be a hikkikomori now D: !!
(hikkikomori is a japanese term of a people who avoid social life >.>)
well... this month I stepped my feet out of my home for only one day!!

this is bad...
but... if you ask me

Q : Aren't you bored of staying home ??!!!
A : Not at all :D
cuz... I have so many thing to do with my computer and internet :D
(Geek eh? xD)

FYI... My internet condition is real bad... it's in the worst condition now
It keeps disconnecting every 2-3 min... sometimes 1 min

wth !

back to topic...
what I do on boring day?

1. Games
I cleared many games already since the summer break start last month

Sonic Chronicle The Dark Brotherhood (Still playing)

Mario&Luigi Brothers in time (Too bored to finish this game)

Pokemon White (Too bored to finish this game)

Monster Tale (Too bored to finish this game)

Legend of Zelda Spirit Tracks (Too bored to finish this game)

Valkyrie Profile Covenant of the Plume (Too bored to finish this game)

My Sims Agent (Such a short story game...)

Okamiden



Rune Factory 3

Ghost Trick


Dragon Quest Heroes Rocket Slime (Just Cleared Yesterday)



The World End With You (Cleared long long time ago but wanna recommend XD)

Kingdom Hearts Re:Coded (Cleared long long time ago too xD)



i'm a fan of Square Enix :D


and i play other games on Facebook
Restaurant City , Castle Age , Knight of Crystal , Sinmply Hospital , Backyard Monster , Desktop Defender , Tetris Battle , Ninja War
(is this too many ???!!!)

and many great flash games on
www.kongregate.com
you should try some

2. Anime
well I watch many anime from last season

Star Driver (Robot Anime... which the action scene suck... cus the main char never lose....

the story was great though :D)

To aru majutsu no index 2

Beelzebub

Mahou shoujo Madoka Magica (this anime taught me that... the opening theme of anime

doesn't always show what this anime is D: !! )

Fractale (Adventure anime... Not many adventure anime came out though so I love it)

Infinite Stratos ( WTH !!! It's suck ! but I watched it till the end...)

I hate harem anime -..-

at least give me a great story... not this nonsense cuteness of the characters

the action scene was great though

Koreha Zombie Desu ka (although this is harem anime... it's funny xD)

Dragon Crisis (Not good but not bad)

Bakuman (nothing much to say >.>)

and for anime in this season...

Hanasaku Iroha (sooooo cute >.<)

Steins;Gate (I really love the female character design of this anime) 

Kami nomi zo shiru sekai 2

Sengoku Otome

3. Composing Song

well... composing one song does consume time a lot

need to put a lot of effort on it

but I love to listen to it when I finished it

It makes me proud xD !!

and when other people tell me it's great...

I'd feel flattered :D

Q : How do I compose a song?

A : I use Fruity Loops Studio 8.

sometimes a melody just came in to my head from nowhere....
and I just put them in
or sometimes I just random a note in that scale xD !!
The only thing I plan when compsoing song is how I want the the part of song feel
like... this song should feel more happy with piano then I try to make it...

that's it for today I think...

tomorrow I'll tell you more things to do when I'm bored
maybe you could use my method to kill the boredom too :D

see ya later !!